April looks back on her misadventure in Lourdes I'm definitely trying to find a balance in my life because I don't want to the extreme one way or another. I'm a very extreme person, I think, and I'd rather do things in moderation – both go to Church and be strong in my faith, but yet go out and have fun with friends. And there can be a balance, I believe, and I believe that's the right thing. Well, I work in a hair salon and have a good time at work. I've started to work a lot and really throw myself into work, and I think that's a good thing. It keeps me out of trouble and keeps me productive more. I think when I become unproductive, I become – that's when I certain problems my life, and I can see fitting in more activities is far as Church and religion goes. I could throw some more of those into there along work, and then maybe even, you know, don't have to go out every night of the week; don't have to be around people. I think a big problem of mine is codependency. I'm just really codependent on people. I feel like a have to be around someone on the time, so whatever they're doing, I'm doing, and delivered his I'm going to be around, then that's it. To find a balance, I might have to change my activities and 89% of my friends. But that doesn't mean that I can't still have a good time and feel close to people because really, my friends back home, I don't fill that close to them all the time. So maybe it is time for a change, anyway.  Well, finding new friends, that maybe have their own balance might be challenging because, you know, you grow up in an area, and you know the same people. You see the same people everywhere.