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XI
Book XII
Book XIII
BOOK XI.
THE DESIGN OF HIS CONFESSIONS BEING DECLARED, HE SEEKS FROM GOD THE
KNOWLEDGE OF THE HOLY SCRIPTURES, AND BEGINS TO EXPOUND THE WORDS OF
GENESIS I. 1, CONCERNING THE CREATION OF THE WORLD. THE QUESTIONS OF
RASH DISPUTERS BEING REFUTED, "WHAT DID GOD BEFORE HE CREATED THE
WORLD?" THAT HE MIGHT THE BETTER OVERCOME HIS OPPONENTS, HE ADDS A
COPIOUS DISQUISITION CONCERNING TIME.
Chap. I.—By confession he desires to stimulate towards God his own
love and that of his readers.
1. O Lord, since eternity is Thine, art Thou ignorant of the things
which I say unto Thee? Or seest Thou at the time that which cometh to
pass in time? Why, therefore, do I place before Thee so many relations
of things? Not surely that Thou mightest know them through me, but that
I may awaken my own love and that of my readers towards Thee, that
we may all say, "Great is the Lord, and greatly to be
praised."1 I have already said,
and shall say, for the love of Thy love do I this. For we also pray, and
yet Truth says, "Your Father knoweth what things ye have need of
before ye ask Him." Therefore do we make known unto Thee our love,
in confessing unto Thee our own miseries and Thy mercies upon us, that
Thou mayest free us altogether, since Thou hast begun, that we may cease
to be wretched in ourselves, and that we may be blessed in Thee; since
Thou hast called us, that we may be poor in spirit, and meek, and
mourners, and hungering and athirst after righteousness, and merciful,
and pure in heart, and peacemakers. Behold, I have told unto Thee many
things, which I could and which I would, for Thou first wouldest that I
should confess unto Thee, the Lord my God, for Thou art good, since Thy
"mercy endureth for ever."
Chap. II—He begs of God that through the Holy Scriptures he may be
led to truth.
2. But when shall I suffice with the tongue of my pen to express all
Thy exhortations, and all Thy terrors, and comforts, and guidances,
whereby Thou hast led me to preach Thy Word and to dispense Thy
Sacrament unto Thy people? And if I suffice to utter these things in
order, the drops of time are dear to me. Long time have I burned to
meditate in Thy law, and in it to confess to Thee my knowledge and
ignorance, the beginning of Thine enlightening, and the remains of thy
darkness, until infirmity be swallowed up by strength. And I would not
that to aught else those hours should flow away, which I find free from
the necessities of refreshing my body, and the care of my mind, and of
the service which we owe to men, and which, though we owe not, even yet
we pay.
3. O Lord my God, hear my prayer, and let Thy mercy regard my
longing, since it bums not for myself alone, but because it desires to
benefit brotherly charity; and Thou seest into my heart, that so it is.
I would sacrifice to Thee the service of my thought and tongue; and do
Thou give what I may offer unto Thee. For "I am poor and
needy," Thou rich unto all that call upon Thee, who free from care
carest for us. Circumcise from all rashness and from all lying my inward
and outward lips. Let Thy Scriptures be my chaste delights. Neither let
me be deceived in them, nor deceive out of them. Lord, hear and pity, O
Lord my God, light of the blind, and strength of the weak; even also
light of those that see, and strength of the strong, hearken unto my
soul, and hear it crying "out of the depths." For unless Thine
ears be present in the depths also, whither shall we go? whither shall
we cry? "The day is Thine, and the night also is Thine." At
Thy nod the moments flee by. Grant thereof space for our meditations
amongst the hidden things of Thy law, nor close it against us who knock.
For not in vain hast Thou willed that the obscure secret of so many
pages should be written. Nor is it that those forests have not their
harts, betaking themselves therein, and ranging, and walking, and
feeding, lying down, and ruminating. Perfect me, O Lord, and reveal them
unto me. Behold, Thy voice is my joy, Thy voice surpasseth the abundance
of pleasures. Give that which I love, for I do love; and this hast Thou
given. Abandon not Thine own gifts, nor despise Thy grass that thirsteth.
Let me confess unto Thee whatsoever I shall have found in Thy books, and
let me hear the voice of praise, and let me imbibe Thee, and reflect on
the wonderful things of Thy law; even from the beginning, wherein Thou
madest the heaven and the earth, unto the everlasting kingdom of Thy
holy city that is with Thee.
4. Lord, have mercy on me and hear my desire. For I think that it is
not of the earth, nor of gold and silver, and precious stones, nor
gorgeous apparel, nor honours and powers, nor the pleasures of the
flesh, nor necessaries for the body, and this life of our pilgrimage i
all which are added to those that seek Thy kingdom and Thy
righteousness. Behold, O Lord my God, whence is my desire. The
unrighteous have told me of delights, but not such as Thy law, O Lord.
Behold whence is my desire. Behold, Father, look and see, and approve;
and let it be pleasing in the sight of Thy mercy, that I may find grace
before Thee, that the secret things of Thy Word may be opened unto me
when I knock. I beseech, by our Lord Jesus Christ, Thy Son, "the
Man of Thy right hand, the Son of man, whom Thou madest strong for
Thyself," as Thy Mediator and ours, through whom Thou hast sought
us, although not seeking Thee, but didst seek us that we might seek
Thee,—Thy Word through whom Thou hast made all things, and amongst
them me also, Thy Only-begotten, through whom Thou hast called to
adoption the believing people, and therein me also. I beseech Thee
through Him, who sitteth at Thy right hand, and "maketh
intercession for us," "in whom are hid all treasures of wisdom
and knowledge." Him do I seek in Thy books. Of Him did Moses write;
this saith Himself; this saith the Truth.
Chap. III.—He begins from the creation of the world—not
understanding the Hebrew text.
5. Let me hear and understand how in the beginning Thou didst make
the heaven and the earth. Moses wrote this; he wrote and departed,—passed
hence from Thee to Thee. Nor now is he before me; for if he were I would
hold him, and ask him, and would adjure him by Thee that he would open
unto me these things, and I would lend the ears of my body to the sounds
bursting forth from his mouth. And should he speak in the Hebrew tongue,
in vain would it beat on my senses, nor would aught touch my mind; but
if in Latin, I should know what he said. But whence should I know
whether he said what was true? But if I knew this even, should I know it
from him? Verily within me, within in the chamber of my thought, Truth,
neither Hebrew, nor Greek, nor Latin, nor barbarian, without the organs
of voice and tongue, without the sound of syllables, would say, "He
speaks the truth," and I, forthwith assured of it, confidently
would say unto that man of Thine, "Thou speakest the truth."
As, then, I cannot inquire of him, I beseech Thee,—Thee, O Truth, full
of whom he spake truth,—Thee, my God, I beseech, forgive my sins; and
do Thou, who didst give to that Thy servant to speak these things, grant
to me also to understand them.
Chap. IV.—Heaven and earth cry out that they have been created by
God.
6. Behold, the heaven and earth are; they proclaim that they were
made, for they are changed and varied. Whereas whatsoever hath not been
made, and yet hath being, hath nothing in it which there was not before;
this is what it is to be changed and varied. They also proclaim that
they made not themselves; "therefore we are, because we have been
made; we were not therefore before we were, so that we could have made
ourselves." And the voice of those that speak is in itself an
evidence. Thou, therefore, Lord, didst make these things; Thou who art
beautiful, for they are beautiful; Thou who art good, for they are good;
Thou who art, for they are. Nor even so are they beautiful, nor good,
nor are they, as Thou their Creator art; compared with whom they are
neither beautiful, nor good, nor are at all. These things we know,
thanks be to Thee. And our knowledge, compared with Thy knowledge, is
ignorance.
Chap. V.—God created the world not from any certain matter, but in
His own Word.
7. But how didst Thou make the heaven and the earth, and what was the
instrument of Thy so mighty work? For it was not as a human worker
fashioning body from body, according to the fancy of his mind, in
somewise able to assign a form which it perceives in itself by its inner
eye. And whence should he be able to do this, hadst not Thou made that
mind? And he assigns to it already existing, and as it were having a
being, a form, as clay, or stone, or wood, or gold, or such like. And
whence should these things be, hadst not Thou appointed them? Thou didst
make for the workman his body,—Thou the mind commanding the limbs,—Thou
the matter whereof he makes anything,—Thou the capacity whereby he may
apprehend his art, and see within what he may do without,—Thou the
sense of his body, by which, as by an interpreter, he may from mind unto
matter convey that which he doeth, and report to his mind what may have
been done, that it within may consult the truth, presiding over itself,
whether it be well done. All these things praise Thee, the Creator of
all. But how dost Thou make them? How, O God, didst Thou make heaven and
earth? Truly, neither in the heaven nor in the earth didst Thou make
heaven and earth; nor in the air, nor in the waters, since these also
belong to the heaven and the earth; nor in the whole world didst Thou
make the whole world; because there was no place wherein it could be
made before it was made, that it might be; nor didst Thou hold anything
in Thy hand wherewith to make heaven and earth. For whence couldest Thou
have what Thou hadst not made, whereof to make anything? For what is,
save because Thou art? Therefore Thou didst speak and they were made,
and in Thy Word Thou madest these things.
Chap. VI.—He did not, however, create it by a sounding and passing
word.
8. But how didst Thou speak? Was it in that manner in which the voice
came from the cloud, saying, "This is my beloved Son"? For
that voice was uttered and passed away, began and ended. The syllables
sounded and passed by, the second after the first, the third after the
second, and thence in order, until the last after the rest, and silence
after the last. Hence it is clear and plain that the motion of a
creature expressed it, itself temporal, obeying Thy Eternal will. And
these thy words formed at the time, the outer ear conveyed to the
intelligent mind, whose inner ear lay attentive to Thy eternal Word. But
it compared these words sounding in time with Thy eternal Word in
silence, and said, "It is different, very different. These words
are far beneath me, nor are they, since they flee and pass away; but the
Word of my Lord remaineth above me for ever." If, then, in sounding
and fleeting words Thou didst say that heaven and earth should be made,
and didst thus make heaven and earth, there was already a corporeal
creature before heaven and earth by whose temporal motions that voice
might take its course in time. But there was nothing corporeal before
heaven and earth; or if there were, certainly Thou without a transitory
voice hadst created that whence Thou wouldest make the passing voice, by
which to say that the heaven and the earth should be made. For
whatsoever that were of which such a voice was made, unless it were made
by Thee, it could not be at all. By what word of Thine was it decreed
that a body might be made, whereby these words might be made?
Chap. VII.—By His co-eternal Word He speaks, and all things are
done.
9. Thou callest us, therefore, to understand the Word, God with Thee,
God, which is spoken eternally, and by it are all things spoken
eternally. For what was spoken was not finished, and another spoken
until all were spoken; but all things at once and for ever. For
otherwise have we time and change, and not a true eternity, nor a true
immortality. This I know, O my God, and give thanks. I know, I confess
to Thee, O Lord, and whosoever is not unthankful to certain truth, knows
and blesses Thee with me. We know, O Lord, we know; since in proportion
as anything is not what it was, and is what it was not, in that
proportion does it die and arise. Not anything, therefore, of Thy Word
giveth place and cometh into place again, because it is truly immortal
and eternal. And, therefore, unto the Word co-eternal with Thee, Thou
dost at once and for ever say all that Thou dost say; and whatever Thou
sayest shall be made, is made; nor dost Thou make otherwise than by
speaking; yet all things are not made both together and everlasting
which Thou makest by speaking.
Chap. VIII.—That Word Itself is the beginning of all things, in the
which we are instructed as to evangelical truth.
10. Why is this, I beseech Thee, O Lord my God? I see it, however;
but how I shall express it, I know not, unless that everything which
begins to be and ceases to be, then begins and ceases when in Thy
eternal Reason it is known that it ought to begin or cease where nothing
beginneth or ceaseth. The same is Thy Word, which is also "the
Beginning," because also It speaketh unto us. Thus, in the gospel
He speaketh through the flesh; and this sounded outwardly in the ears of
men, that it might be believed and sought inwardly, and that it might be
found in the eternal Truth, where the good and only Master teacheth all
His disciples. There, O Lord, I hear Thy voice, the voice of one
speaking unto me, since He speaketh unto us who teacheth us. But He that
teachth us not, although He speaketh, speaketh not to us. Moreover, who
teacheth us, unless it be the immutable Truth? For even when we are
admonished through a changeable creature, we are led to the Truth
immutable. There we learn truly while we stand and hear Him, and rejoice
greatly "because of the Bridegroom's voice," restoring us to
that whence we are. And, therefore, the Beginning, because unless It
remained, there would not, where we strayed, be whither to return. But
when we return from error, it is by knowing that we return. But that we
may know, He teacheth us, because He is the Beginning and speaketh unto
us.
Chap. IX.—Wisdom and the beginning.
11. In this Beginning, O God, hast Thou made heaven and earth,—in
Thy Word, in Thy Son, in Thy Power, in Thy Wisdom, in Thy Truth,
wondrously speaking and wondrously making. Who shall comprehend? who
shall relate it? What is that which shines through me, and strikes my
heart without injury, and I both shudder and burn? I shudder inasmuch as
I am unlike it; and I burn inasmuch as I am like it. It is Wisdom itself
that shines through me, clearing my cloudiness, which again overwhelms
me, fainting from it, in the darkness and amount of my punishment. For
my strength is brought down in need, so that I cannot endure my
blessings, until Thou, O Lord, who hast been gracious to all mine
iniquities, heal also all mine infirmities; because Thou shalt also
redeem my life from corruption, and crown me with Thy loving-kindness
and mercy, and shalt satisfy my desire with good things, because my
youth shall be renewed like the eagle's. For by hope we are saved; and
through patience we await Thy promises. Let him that is able hear Thee
discoursing within. I will with confidence cry out from Thy oracle, How
wonderful are Thy works, O Lord, in Wisdom hast Thou made them all. And
this Wisdom is the Beginning, and in that Beginning hast Thou made
heaven and earth.
Chap. X.—The rashness of those who inquire what God did before He
created heaven and earth.
12. Lo, are they not full of their ancient way, who say to us,
"What was God doing before He made heaven and earth? For if,"
say they, "He were unoccupied, and did nothing, why does He not for
ever also, and from henceforth, cease from working, as in times past He
did? For if any new motion has arisen in God, and a new will, to form a
creature which He had never before formed, however can that be a true
eternity where there ariseth a will which was not before? For the will
of God is not a creature, but before the creature; because nothing could
be created unless the will of the Creator were before it. The will of
God, therefore, pertaineth to His very Substance. But if anything hath
arisen in the Substance of God which was not before, that Substance is
not truly called eternal. But if it was the eternal will of God that the
creature should be, why was not the creature also from eternity?"
Chap. XI.—They who ask this have not as yet known the eternity of
God, which is exempt from the relation of time.
13. Those who say these things do not as yet understand Thee, O Thou
Wisdom of God, Thou light of souls; not as yet do they understand how
these things be made which are made by and in Thee. They even endeavour
to comprehend things eternal; but as yet their heart flieth about in the
past and future motions of things, and is still wavering. Who shall hold
it and fix it, that it may rest a little, and by degrees catch the glory
of that everstanding eternity, and compare it with the times which never
stand, and see that it is incomparable; and that a long time cannot
become long, save from the many motions that pass by, which cannot at
the same instant be prolonged; but that in the Eternal nothing passeth
away, but that the whole is present; but no time is wholly present; and
let him see that all time past is forced on by the future, and that all
the future followeth from the past, and that all, both past and future,
is created and issues from that which is always present? Who will hold
the heart of man, that it may stand still, and see how the
still-standing eternity, itself neither future nor past, uttereth the
times future and past? Can my hand accomplish this, or the hand of my
mouth by persuasion bring about a thing so great?
Chap. XII.—What God did before the creation of the world.
14. Behold, I answer to him who asks, "What was God doing before
He made heaven and earth?" I answer not, as a certain person is
reported to have done facetiously (avoiding the pressure of the
question), "He was preparing hell," saith he, "for those
who pry into mysteries." It is one thing to perceive, another to
laugh,—these things I answer not. For more willingly would I have
answered, "I know not what I know not," than that I should
make him a laughing-stock who asketh deep things, and gain praise as one
who answereth false things. But I say that Thou, our God, art the
Creator of every creature; and if by the term "heaven and
earth" every creature is understood, I boldly say, "That
before God made heaven and earth, He made not anything. For if He did,
what did He make unless the creature?" And would that I knew
whatever I desire to know to my advantage, as I know that no creature
was made before any creature was made.
Chap. XIII.—Before the times created by God, times were not.
15. But if the roving thought of any one should wander through the
images of bygone time, and wonder that Thou, the God Almighty, and All-
creating, and All-sustaining, the Architect of heaven and earth, didst
for innumerable ages refrain from so great a work before Thou wouldst
make it, let him awake and consider that he wonders at false things. For
whence could innumerable ages pass by which Thou didst not make, since
Thou art the Author and Creator of all ages? Or what times should those
be which were not made by Thee? Or how should they pass by if they had
not been? Since, therefore, Thou art the Creator of all times, if any
time was before Thou madest heaven and earth, why is it said that Thou
didst refrain from working? For that very time Thou madest, nor could
times pass by before Thou madest times. But if before heaven and earth
there was no time, why is it asked, What didst Thou then? For there was
no "then" when time was not.
16. Nor dost Thou by time precede time; else wouldest not Thou
precede all times. But in the excellency of an ever-present eternity,
Thou precedest all times past, and survivest all future times, because
they are future, and when they have come they will be past; but
"Thou art the same, and Thy years shall have no end." Thy
years neither go nor come; but ours both go and come, that all may come.
All Thy years stand at once since they do stand; nor were they when
departing excluded by coming years, because they pass not away; but all
these of ours shall be when all shall cease to be. Thy years are one
day, and Thy day is not daily, but today; because Thy today yields not
with tomorrow, for neither doth it follow yesterday. Thy today is
eternity; therefore didst Thou beget the Co- eternal, to whom Thou
saidst, "This day have I begotten Thee." Thou hast made all
time; and before all times Thou art, nor in any time was there not time.
Chap. XIV.—Neither time past nor future, but the present only,
really is.
17. At no time, therefore, hadst Thou not made anything, because Thou
hadst made time itself. And no times are co-eternal with Thee, because
Thou remainest for ever; but should these continue, they would not be
times. For what is time? Who can easily and briefly explain it? Who even
in thought can comprehend it, even to the pronouncing of a word
concerning it? But what in speaking do we refer to more familiarly and
knowingly than time? And certainly we understand when we speak of it; we
understand also when we hear it spoken of by another. What, then, is
time? If no one ask of me, I know; if I wish to explain to him who asks,
I know not. Yet I say with confidence, that I know that if nothing
passed away, there would not be past time; and if nothing were coming,
there would not be future time; and if nothing were, there would not be
present time. Those two times, therefore, past and future, how are they,
when even the past now is not; and the future is not as yet? But should
the present be always present, and should it not pass into time past,
time truly it could not be, but eternity. If, then, time present—if it
be time—only comes into existence because it passes into time past,
how do we say that even this is, whose cause of being is that it shall
not be—namely, so that we cannot truly say that time is, unless
because it tends not to be?
Chap. XV.—There is only a moment of present time.
18. And yet we say that "time is long and time is short;"
nor do we speak of this save of time past and future. A long time past,
for example, we call a hundred years ago; in like manner a long time to
come, a hundred years hence. But a short time past we call, say, ten
days ago: and a short time to come, ten days hence. But in what sense is
that long or short which is not? For the past is not now, and the future
is not yet. Therefore let us not say, "It is long;" but let us
say of the past, "It hath been long," and of the future,
"It will be long." O my Lord, my light, shall not even here
Thy truth deride man? For that past time which was long, was it long
when it was already past, or when it was as yet present? For then it
might be long when there was that which could be long, but when past it
no longer was; wherefore that could not be long which was not at all.
Let us not, therefore, say, "Time past hath been long;" for we
shall not find what may have been long, seeing that since it was past it
is not; but let us say "that present time was long, because when it
was present it was long." For it had not as yet passed away so as
not to be, and therefore there was that which could be long. But after
it passed, that ceased also to be long which ceased to be.
19. Let us therefore see, O human soul, whether present time can be
long; for to thee is it given to perceive and to measure periods of
time. What wilt thou reply to me? Is a hundred years when present a long
time? See, first, whether a hundred years can be present. For if the
first year of these is current, that is present, but the other ninety
and nine are future, and therefore they are not as yet. But if the
second year is current, one is already past, the other present, the rest
future. And thus, if we fix on any middle year of this hundred as
present, those before it are past, those after it are future; wherefore
a hundred years cannot be present. See at least whether that year itself
which is current can be present. For if its first month be current, the
rest are future; if the second, the first hath already passed, and the
remainder are not yet. Therefore neither is the year which is current as
a whole present; and if it is not present as a whole, then the year is
not present. For twelve months make the year, of which each individual
month which is current is itself present, but the rest are either past
or future. Although neither is that month which is current present, but
one day only: if the first, the rest being to come, if the last, the
rest being past; if any of the middle, then between past and future.
20. Behold, the present time, which alone we found could be called
long, is abridged to the space scarcely of one day. But let us discuss
even that, for there is not one day present as a whole. For it is made
up of four-and-twenty hours of night and day, whereof the first hath the
rest future, the last hath them past, but any one of the intervening
hath those before it past, those after it future. And that one hour
passeth away in fleeting particles. Whatever of it hath flown away is
past, whatever remaineth is future. If any portion of time be conceived
which cannot now be divided into even the minutest particles of moments,
this only is that which may be called present; which, however, flies so
rapidly from future to past, that it cannot be extended by any delay.
For if it be extended, it is divided into the past and future; but the
present hath no space. Where, therefore, is the time which we may call
long? Is it nature? Indeed we do not say, "It is long,"
because it is not yet, so as to be long; but we say, "It will be
long." When, then, will it be? For if even then, since as yet it is
future, it will not be long, because what may be long is not as yet; but
it shall be long, when from the future, which as yet is not, it shall
already have begun to be, and will have become present, so that there
could be that which may be long; then doth the present time cry out in
the words above that it cannot be long.
Chap. XVI.—Time can only be perceived or measured while it is
passing.
21. And yet, O Lord, we perceive intervals of times, and we compare
them with themselves, and we say some are longer, others shorter. We
even measure by how much shorter or longer this time may be than that;
and we answer, "That this is double or treble, while that is but
once, or only as much as that." But we measure times passing when
we measure them by perceiving them; but past times, which now are not,
or future times, which as yet are not, who can measure them? Unless,
perchance, any one will dare to say, that that can be measured which is
not. When, therefore, time is passing, it can be perceived and measured;
but when it has passed, it cannot, since it is not.
Chap. XVII.—Nevertheless there is time past and future.
22. I ask, Father, I do not affirm. O my God, rule and guide me.
"Who is there who can say to me that there are not three times (as
we learned when boys, and as we have taught boys), the past, present,
and future, but only present, because these two are not? Or are they
also; but when from future it becometh present, cometh it forth from
some secret place, and when from the present it becometh past, doth it
retire into anything secret? For where have they, who have foretold
future things, seen these things, if as yet they are not? For that which
is not cannot be seen. And they who relate things past could not relate
them as true, did they not perceive them in their mind. Which things, if
they were not, they could in no wise be discerned. There are therefore
things both future and past.
Chap. XVIII.—Past and future times cannot be thought of but as
present.
23. Suffer me, O Lord, to seek further; O my Hope, let not my purpose
be confounded. For if there are times past and future, I desire to know
where they are. But if as yet I do not succeed, I still know, wherever
they are, that they are not there as future or past, but as present. For
if there also they be future, they are not as yet there; if even there
they be past, they are no longer there. Wheresoever, therefore, they
are, whatsoever they are, they are only so as present. Although past
things are related as true, they are drawn out from the memory,—not
the things themselves, which have passed, but the words conceived from
the images of the things which they have formed in the mind as
footprints in their passage through the senses. My childhood, indeed,
which no longer is, is in time past, which now is not; but when I call
to mind its image, and speak of it, I behold it in the present, because
it is as yet in my memory. Whether there be a like cause of foretelling
future things, that of things which as yet are not the images may be
perceived as already existing, I confess, my God, I know not. This
certainly I know, that we generally think before on our future actions,
and that this premeditation is present; but that the action whereon we
premeditate is not yet, because it is future; which when we shall have
entered upon, and have begun to do that which we were premeditating,
then shall that action be, because then it is not future, but present.
24. In whatever manner, therefore, this secret preconception of
future things may be, nothing can be seen, save what is. But what now is
is not future, but present. When, therefore, they say that things future
are seen, it is not themselves, which as yet are not (that is, which are
future); but their causes or their signs perhaps are seen, the which
already are. Therefore, to those already beholding them, they are not
future, but present, from which future things conceived in the mind are
foretold. Which conceptions again now are, and they who foretell those
things behold these conceptions present before them. Let now so
multitudinous a variety of things afford me some example. I behold
daybreak; I foretell that the sun is about to rise. That which I behold
is present; what I foretell is future,—not that the sun is future,
which already is; but his rising, which is not yet. Yet even its rising
I could not predict unless I had an image of it in my mind, as now I
have while I speak. But that dawn which I see in the sky is not the
rising of the sun, although it may go before it, nor that imagination in
my mind; which two are seen as present, that the other which is future
may be foretold. Future things, therefore, are not as yet; and if they
are not as yet, they are not. And if they are not, they cannot be seen
at all; but they can be foretold from things present which now are, and
are seen.
Chap. XIX.—We are ignorant in what manner God teaches future
things.
25. Thou, therefore, Ruler of Thy creatures, what is the method by
which Thou teachest souls those things which are future? For Thou hast
taught Thy prophets. What is that way by which Thou, to whom nothing is
future, dost teach future things; or rather of future things dost teach
present? For what is not, of a certainty cannot be taught. Too far is
this way from my view; it is too mighty for me, I cannot attain unto it;
but by Thee I shall be enabled, when Thou shalt have granted it, sweet
light of my hidden eyes.
Chap. XX.—In what manner time may properly be designated.
26. But what now is manifest and clear is, that neither are there
future nor past things. Nor is it fitly said, "There are three
times, past, present and future;" but perchance it might be fitly
said, "There are three times; a present of things past, a present
of things present, and a present of things future." For these three
do somehow exist in the soul, and otherwise I see them not: present of
things past, memory; present of things present, sight; present of things
future, expectation. If of these things we are permitted to speak, I see
three times, and I grant there are three. It may also be said,
"There are three times, past, present and future," as usage
falsely has it. See, I trouble not, nor gainsay, nor reprove; provided
always that which is said may be understood, that neither the future,
nor that which is past, now is. For there are but few things which we
speak properly, many things improperly; but what we may wish to say is
understood.
Chap. XXI.—How time may be measured.
27. I have just now said, then, that we measure times as they pass,
that we may be able to say that this time is twice as much as that one,
or that this is only as much as that, and so of any other of the parts
of time which we are able to tell by measuring. Wherefore, as I said, we
measure times as they pass. And if any one should ask me, "Whence
dost thou know?" I can answer, "I know, because we measure;
nor can we measure things that are not; and things past and future are
not." But how do we measure present time, since it hath not space?
It is measured while it passeth; but when it shall have passed, it is
not measured; for there will not be aught that can be measured. But
whence, in what way, and whither doth it pass while it is being
measured? Whence, but from the future? Which way, save through the
present? Whither, but into the past? From that, therefore, which as yet
is not, through that which hath no space, into that which now is not.
But what do we measure, unless time in some space? For we say not
single, and double, and triple, and equal, or in any other way in which
we speak of time, unless with respect to the spaces of times. In what
space, then, do we measure passing time? Is it in the future, whence it
passeth over? But what yet we measure not, is not. Or is it in the
present, by which it passeth? But no space, we do not measure. Or in the
past, whither it passeth? But that which is not now, we measure not.
Chap. XXII.—He prays God that He would explain this most entangled
enigma.
28. My soul yearns to know this most entangled enigma. Forbear to
shut up, O Lord my God, good Father,—through Christ I beseech Thee,—forbear
to shut up these things, both usual and hidden, from my desire, that it
may be hindered from penetrating them; but let them dawn through Thy
enlightening mercy, O Lord. Of whom shall I inquire concerning these
things? And to whom shall I with more advantage confess my ignorance
than to Thee, to whom these my studies, so vehemently kindled towards
Thy Scriptures, are not troublesome? Give that which I love; for I do
love, and this hast Thou given me. Give, Father, who truly knowest to
give good gifts unto Thy children. Give, since I have undertaken to
know, and trouble is before me until Thou dost open it. Through Christ,
I beseech Thee, in His name, Holy of Holies, let no man interrupt me.
For I believed, and therefore do I speak. This is my hope; for this do I
live, that I may contemplate the delights of the Lord. Behold, Thou hast
made my days old, and they pass away, and in what manner I know not. And
we speak as to time and time, times and times,—"How long is the
time since he said this?" "How long the time since he did
this?" and, "How long the time since I saw that?" and,
"This syllable hath double the time of that single short
syllable." These words we speak, and these we hear; and we are
understood, and we understand. They are most manifest and most usual,
and the same things again lie hid too deeply, and the discovery of them
is new.
Chap. XXIII.—That time is a certain extension.
29. I have heard from a learned man that the motions of the sun,
moon, and stars constituted time, and I assented not. For why should not
rather the motions of all bodies be time? What if the lights of heaven
should cease, and a potter's wheel run round, would there be no time by
which we might measure those revolutions, and say either that it turned
with equal pauses, or, if it were moved at one time more slowly, at
another more quickly, that some revolutions were longer, others less so?
Or while we were saying this, should we not also be speaking in time? Or
should there in our words be some syllables long, others short, but
because those sounded in a longer time, these in a shorter? God grant to
men to see in a small thing ideas common to things great and small. Both
the stars and luminaries of heaven are "for signs and for seasons,
and for days and years." No doubt they are; but neither should I
say that the circuit of that wooden wheel was a day, nor yet should he
say that therefore there was no time.
30. I desire to know the power and nature of time, by which we
measure the motions of bodies, and say (for example) that this motion is
twice as long as that. For, I ask, since "day" declares not
the stay only of the sun upon the earth, according to which day is one
thing, night another, but also its entire circuit from east even to
east,—according to which we say, "So many days have passed"
(the nights being included when we say "so many days," and
their spaces not counted apart),—since, then, the day is finished by
the motion of the sun, and by his circuit from east to east, I ask,
whether the motion itself is the day, or the period in which that motion
is completed, or both? For if the first be the day, then would there be
a day although the sun should finish that course in so small a space of
time as an hour. If the second, then that would not be a day if from one
sunrise to another there were but so short a period as an hour, but the
sun must go round four-and-twenty times to complete a day. If both,
neither could that be called a day if the sun should run his entire
round in the space of an hour; nor that, if, while the sun stood still,
so much time should pass as the sun is accustomed to accomplish his
whole course in from morning to morning. I shall not therefore now ask,
what that is which is called day, but what time is, by which we,
measuring the circuit of the sun, should say that it was accomplished in
half the space of time it was wont, if it had been completed in so small
a space as twelve hours; and comparing both times, we should call that
single, this double time, although the sun should run his course from
east to east sometimes in that single, sometimes in that double time.
Let no man then tell me that the motions of the heavenly bodies are
times, because, when at the prayer of one the sun stood still in order
that he might achieve his victorious battle, the sun stood still, but
time went on. For in such space of time as was sufficient was that
battle fought and ended. I see that time, then, is a certain extension.
But do I see it, or do I seem to see it? Thou, O Light and Truth, wilt
show me.
Chap. XXIV.—That time is not a motion of a body which we measure by
time.
31. Dost Thou command that I should assent, if any one should say
that time is "the motion of a body?" Thou dost not command me.
For I hear that no body is moved but in time. This Thou sayest; but that
the very motion of a body is time, I hear not; Thou sayest it not. For
when a body is moved, I by time measure how long it may be moving from
the time in which it began to be moved till it left off. And if I saw
not whence it began, and it continued to be moved, so that I see not
when it leaves off, I cannot measure unless, perchance, from the time I
began until I cease to see. But if I look long, I only proclaim that the
time is long, but not how long it may be because when we say, "How
long," we speak by comparison, as, "This is as long as
that," or, "This is double as long as that," or any other
thing of the kind. But if we were able to note down the distances of
places whence and whither cometh the body which is moved, or its parts,
if it moved as in a wheel, we can say in how much time the motion of the
body or its part, from this place unto that, was performed. Since, then,
the motion of a body is one thing, that by which we measure how long it
is another, who cannot see which of these is rather to be called time?
For, although a body be sometimes moved, sometimes stand still, we
measure not its motion only, but also its standing still, by time; and
we say, "It stood still as much as it moved;" or, "It
stood still twice or thrice as long as it moved;" and if any other
space which our measuring hath either determined or imagined, more or
less, as we are accustomed to say. Time, therefore, is not the motion of
a body.
Chap. XXV.—He calls on God to enlighten his mind.
32. And I confess unto Thee, O Lord, that I am as yet ignorant as to
what time is, and again I confess unto Thee, O Lord, that I know that I
speak these things in time, and that I have already long spoken of time,
and that very "long" is not long save by the stay of time.
How, then, know I this, when I know not what time is? Or is it,
perchance, that I know not in what wise I may express what I know? Alas
for me, that I do not at least know the extent of my own ignorance!
Behold, O my God, before Thee I lie not. As I speak, so is my heart.
Thou shalt light my candle; Thou, O Lord my God, wilt enlighten my
darkness.
Chap. XXVI.—We measure longer events by shorter in time.
33. Doth not my soul pour out unto Thee truly in confession that I do
measure times? But do I thus measure, O my God, and know not what I
measure? I measure the motion of a body by time; and the time itself do
I not measure? But, in truth, could I measure the motion of a body, how
long it is, and how long it is in coming from this place to that, unless
I should measure the time in which it is moved? How, therefore, do I
measure this very time itself? Or do we by a shorter time measure a
longer, as by the space of a cubit the space of a crossbeam? For thus,
indeed, we seem by the space of a short syllable to measure the space of
a long syllable, and to say that this is double. Thus we measure the
spaces of stanzas by the spaces of the verses, and the spaces of the
verses by the spaces of the feet, and the spaces of the feet by the
spaces of the syllables, and the spaces of long by the spaces of short
syllables; not measuring by pages (for in that manner we measure spaces,
not times), but when in uttering the words they pass by, and we say,
"It is a long stanza because it is made up of so many verses; long
verses, because they consist of so many feet; long feet, because they
are prolonged by so many syllables; a long syllable, because double a
short one." But neither thus is any certain measure of time
obtained; since it is possible that a shorter verse, if it be pronounced
more fully, may take up more time than a longer one, if pronounced more
hurriedly. Thus for a stanzas, thus for a foot, thus for a syllable.
Whence it appeared to me that time is nothing else than protraction; but
of what I know not. It is wonderful to me, if it be not of the mind
itself. For what do I measure, I beseech Thee, O my God, even when I say
either indefinitely, "This time is longer than that;" or even
definitely, "This is double that?" That I measure time, I
know. But I measure not the future, for it is not yet; nor do I measure
the present, because it is extended by no space; nor do I measure the
past, because it no longer is. What, therefore, do I measure? Is it
times passing, not past? For thus had I said.
Chap. XXVII.—Times are measured in proportion as they pass by.
34. Persevere, O my mind, and give earnest heed. God is our helper;
He made us, and not we ourselves. Give heed, where truth dawns. Lo,
suppose the voice of a body begins to sound, and does sound, and sounds
on, and lo! it ceases,—it is now silence, and that voice is past and
is no longer a voice. It was future before it sounded, and could not be
measured, because as yet it was not; and now it cannot, because it
longer is. Then, therefore, while it was sounding, it might, because
there was then that which might be measured. But even then it did not
stand still, for it was going and passing away. Could it, then, on that
account be measured the more? For, while passing, it was being extended
into some space of time, in which it might be measured, since the
present hath no space. If, therefore, then it might be measured, lo!
suppose another voice hath begun to sound, and still soundeth, in a
continued tenor without any interruption, we can measure it while it is
sounding; for when it shall have ceased to sound, it will be already
past, and there will not be that which can be measured. Let us measure
it truly, and let us say how much it is. But as yet it sounds, nor can
it be measured, save from that instant in which it began to sound, even
to the end in which it left off. For the interval itself we measure from
some beginning unto some end. On which account, a voice which is not yet
ended cannot be measured, so that it may be said how long or how short
it may be; nor can it be said to be equal to another, or single or
double in respect of it, or the like. But when it is ended, it no longer
is. In what manner, therefore, may it be measured? And yet we measure
times; still not those which as yet are not, nor those which no longer
are, nor those which are protracted by some delay, nor those which have
no limits. We, therefore, measure neither future times, nor past, nor
present, nor those passing by; and yet we do measure times.
35. Deus Creator omnium; this verse of eight syllables alternates
between short and long syllables. The four short, then, the first,
third, fifth and seventh, are single in respect of the four long, the
second, fourth, sixth, and eighth. Each of these hath a double time to
every one of those. I pronounce them, report on them, and thus it is, as
is perceived by common sense. By common sense, then, I measure a long by
a short syllable, and I find that it has twice as much. But when one
sounds after another, if the former be short the latter long, how shall
I hold the short one, and how measuring shall I apply it to the long, so
that I may find out that this has twice as much, when indeed the long
does not begin to sound unless the short leaves off sounding? That very
long one I measure not as present, since I measure it not save when
ended. But its ending is its passing away. What, then, is it that I can
measure? Where is the short syllable by which I measure? Where is the
long one which I measure? Both have sounded, have flown, have passed
away, and are no longer; and still I measure, and I confidently answer
(so far as is trusted to a practised sense), that as to space of time
this syllable is single, that double. Nor could I do this, unless
because they have past, and are ended. Therefore do I not measure
themselves, which now are not, but something in my memory, which remains
fixed.
36. In thee, O my mind, I measure times. Do not overwhelm me with thy
clamour. That is, do not overwhelm thyself with the multitude of thy
impressions. In thee, I say, I measure times; the impression which
things as they pass by make on Thee, and which, when they have passed
by, remains, that I measure as time present, not those things which have
passed by, that the impression should be made. This I measure when I
measure times. Either, then, these are times, or I do not measure times.
What when we measure silence, and say that this silence hath lasted as
long as that voice lasts? Do we not extend our thought to the measure of
a voice, as if it sounded, so that we may be able to declare something
concerning the intervals of silence in a given space of time? For when
both the voice and tongue are still, we go over in thought poems and
verses, and any discourse, or dimensions of motions; and declare
concerning the spaces of times, how much this may be in respect of that,
not otherwise than if uttering them we should pronounce them. Should any
one wish to utter a lengthened sound, and had with forethought
determined how long it should be, that man hath in silence verily gone
through a space of time, and, committing it to memory, he begins to
utter that speech, which sounds until it be extended to the end
proposed; truly it hath sounded, and will sound. For what of it is
already finished hath verily sounded, but what remains will sound; and
thus does it pass on, until the present intention carry over the future
into the past; the past increasing by the diminution of the future,
until, by the consumption of the future, all be past.
Chap. XXVIII.—Time in the human mind, which expects, considers, and
remembers.
37. But how is that future diminished or consumed which as yet is
not? Or how doth the past, which is no longer, increase, unless in the
mind which enacteth this there are three things done? For it both
expects, and considers, and remembers, that that which it expecteth,
through that which it considereth, may pass into that which it
remembereth. Who, therefore, denieth that future things as yet are not?
But yet there is already in the mind the expectation of things future.
And who denies that past things are now no longer? But, however, there
is still in the mind the memory of things past. And who denies that time
present wants space, because it passeth away in a moment? But yet our
consideration endureth, through which that which may be present may
proceed to become absent. Future time, which is not, is not therefore
long; but a "long future" is "a long expectation of the
future." Nor is time past, which is now no longer, long; but a long
past is "a long memory of the past."
38. I am about to repeat a psalm that I know. Before I begin, my
attention is extended to the whole; but when I have begun, as much of it
as becomes past by my saying it is extended in my memory; and the life
of this action of mine is divided between my memory, on account of what
I have repeated, and my expectation, on account of what I am about to
repeat; yet my consideration is present with me, through which that
which was future may be carried over so that it may become past. Which
the more it is done and repeated, by so much (expectation being
shortened) the memory is enlarged, until the whole expectation be
exhausted, when that whole action being ended shall have passed into
memory. And what takes place in the entire psalm, takes place also in
each individual part of it, and in each individual syllable: this holds
in the longer action, of which that psalm is perchance a portion; the
same holds in the whole life of man, of which all the actions of man are
parts; the same holds in the whole age of the sons of men, of which all
the lives of men are parts.
Chap. XXIX.—That human life is a distraction but that through the
mercy of God he was intent on the prize of his heavenly calling.
39. But "because Thy loving-kindness is better than life,"
behold, my life is but a distraction, and Thy right hand upheld me in my
Lord, the Son of man, the Mediator between Thee, The One, and us the
many,—in many distractions amid many things,—that through Him I may
apprehend in whom I have been apprehended, and may be re-collected from
my old days, following The One, forgetting the things that are past; and
not distracted, but drawn on, not to those things which shall be and
shall pass away, but to those things which are before, not distractedly,
but intently, I follow on for the prize of my heavenly calling, where I
may hear the voice of Thy praise, and contemplate Thy delights, neither
coming nor passing away. But now are my years spent in mourning. And
Thou, O Lord, art my comfort, my Father everlasting. But I have been
divided amid times, the order of which I know not; and my thoughts, even
the inmost bowels of my soul, are mangled with tumultuous varieties,
until I flow together unto Thee, purged and molten in the fire of Thy
love.
Chap. XXX.—Again he refutes the empty question, "What did God
before the creation of the world?"
40. And I will be immoveable, and fixed in Thee, in my mould, Thy
truth; nor will I endure the questions of men, who by a penal disease
thirst for more than they can hold, and say, "What did God make
before He made heaven and earth?" Or, "How came it into His
mind to make anything, when He never before made anything?" Grant
to them, O Lord, to think well what they say, and to see that where
there is no time, they cannot say "never." What, therefore, He
is said "never to have made," what else is it but to say, that
in no time was it made? Let them therefore see that there could be no
time without a created being, and let them cease to speak that vanity.
Let them also be extended unto those things which are before, and
understand that thou, the eternal Creator of all times, art before all
times, and that no times are co-eternal with Thee, nor any creature,
even if there be any creature beyond all times.
Chap. XXXI.—How the knowledge of God differs from that of man.
41. O Lord my God, what is that secret place of Thy mystery, and how
far thence have the consequences of my transgressions cast me? Heal my
eyes, that I may enjoy Thy light. Surely, if there be a mind, so greatly
abounding in knowledge and foreknowledge, to which all things past and
future are so known as one psalm is well known to me, that mind is
exceedingly wonderful, and very astonishing; because whatever is so
past, and whatever is to come of after ages, is no more concealed from
Him than was it hidden from me when singing that psalm, what and how
much of it had been sung from the beginning, what and how much remained
unto the end. But far be it that Thou, the Creator of the universe, the
Creator of souls and bodies,—far be it that Thou shouldest know all
things future and past. Far, far more wonderfully, and far more
mysteriously, Thou knowest them. For it is not as the feelings of one
singing known things, or hearing a known song, are—through expectation
of future words, and in remembrance of those that are past—varied, and
his senses divided, that anything happeneth unto Thee, unchangeably
eternal, that is, the truly eternal Creator of minds. As, then, Thou in
the Beginning knewest the heaven and the earth without any change of Thy
knowledge, so in the Beginning didst Thou make heaven and earth without
any distraction of Thy action. Let him who understandeth confess unto
Thee; and let him who understandeth not, confess unto Thee. Oh, how
exalted art Thou, and yet the humble in heart are Thy dwelling-place;
for Thou raisest up those that are bowed down, and they whose exaltation
Thou art fall not.
BOOK XII.
HE CONTINUES HIS EXPLANATION OF THE FIRST CHAPTER OF GENESIS
ACCORDING TO THE SEPTUAGINT, AND BY ITS ASSISTANCE HE ARGUES,
ESPECIALLY, CONCERNING THE DOUBLE HEAVEN, AND THE FORMLESS MATTER OUT OF
WHICH THE WHOLE WORLD MAY HAVE BEEN CREATED; AFTERWARDS OF THE
INTERPRETATIONS OF OTHERS NOT DISALLOWED, AND SETS FORTH AT GREAT LENGTH
THE SENSE OF THE HOLY SCRIPTURE.
Chap. I .—The discovery of truth is difficult, but God has promised
that he who seeks shall find.
1. My heart, O Lord, affected by the words of Thy Holy Scripture, is
much busied in this poverty of my life; and therefore, for the most
part, is the want of human intelligence copious in language, because
inquiry speaks more than discovery, and because demanding is longer than
obtaining, and the hand that knocks is more active than the hand that
receives. We hold the promise; who shall break it? "If God be for
us, who can be against us?" "Ask, and ye shall have; seek, and
ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: for every one
that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that
knocketh it shall be opened.'' These are Thine own promises; and who
need fear to be deceived where the Truth promiseth?
Chap. II.—Of the double heaven,—the visible, and the heaven of
heavens.
2. The weakness of my tongue confesseth unto Thy Highness, seeing
that Thou madest heaven and earth. This heaven which I see, and this
earth upon which I tread (from which is this earth that I carry about
me), Thou hast made. But where is Chat heaven of heavens, O Lord, of
which we hear in the words of the Psalm, The heaven of heavens are the
Lord's, I but the earth hath He given to the children of men? Where is
the heaven, which we behold not, in comparison of which all this, which
we behold, is earth? For this corporeal whole, not as a whole
everywhere, hath thus received its beautiful figure in these lower
parts, of which the bottom is our earth; but compared with that heaven
of heavens, even the heaven of our earth is but earth; yea, each of
these great bodies is not absurdly called earth, as compared with that,
I know not what manner of heaven, which is the Lord's, not the sons of
men.
Chap. III.—Of the darkness upon the deep, and of the invisible and
formless earth.
3. And truly this earth was invisible and formless, and there was I
know not what profundity of the deep upon which there was no light,
because it had no form. Therefore didst Thou command that it should be
written, that darkness was upon the face of the deep; what else was it
than the absence of light? For had there been light, where should
it have been save by being above all, showing itself aloft, and
enlightening? Where, therefore, light was as yet not, why was it that
darkness was present, unless because light was absent? Darkness
therefore was upon it, because the light above was absent; as silence is
there present where sound is not. And what is it to have silence there,
but not to have sound there? Hast not Thou, O Lord, taught this soul
which confesseth unto Thee? Hast not Thou taught me, O Lord, that before
Thou didst form and separate this formless matter, there was nothing,
neither colour, nor figure, nor body, nor spirit? Yet not altogether
nothing; there was a certain formlessness without any shape.
Chap.IV.—From the formlessness of matter, the beautiful world has
arisen.
4. What, then, should it be called, that even in some ways it might
be conveyed to those of duller mind, save by some conventional word? But
what, in all parts of the world, can be found nearer to a total
formlessness than the earth and! the deep? For, from their being of the
lowest position, they are less beautiful than are the other higher
parts, all transparent and shining. Why, therefore, may I not consider
the formlessness of matter— which Thou hadst created without shape,
whereof to make this shapely world- -to be fittingly intimated unto men
by the name of earth invisible and formless?
Chap. V.—What may have been the form of matter.
5. So that when herein thought seeketh what the sense may arrive at,
and saith to itself, "It is no intelligible form, such as life or
justice, because it is the matter of bodies; nor perceptible by the
senses, because in the invisible and formless there is nothing which can
be seen and felt ;—while human thought saith these things to itself,
it may endeavour either to know it by being ignorant, or by knowing it
to be ignorant.
Chap. VI.—He confesses that at one time he himself thought
erroneously of matter.
6. But were I, O Lord, by my mouth and by my pen to confess unto Thee
the whole, whatever Thou hast taught me concerning that matter, the name
of which hearing beforehand, and not understanding (they who could not
understand it telling me of it), I conceived it as having innumerable
and varied forms. And therefore did I not conceive it; my mind revolved
in disturbed order foul and horrible "forms," but yet
"forms;" and I called it formless, not that it lacked form,
but because it had such as, did it appear, my mind would turn from, as
unwonted and incongruous, and at which human weakness would be
disturbed. But even that which I did conceive was formless, not by the
privation of all form, but in comparison of more beautiful forms; and
true reason persuaded me that I ought altogether to remove from it all
remnants of any form whatever, if I wished to conceive matter wholly
without form; and I could not. For sooner could I imagine that that
which should be deprived of all form was not at all, than conceive
anything between form and nothing,—neither formed, nor nothing,
formless, nearly nothing. And my mind hence ceased to question my
spirit, filled (as it was) with the images of formed bodies, and
changing and varying them according to its will; and I applied myself to
the bodies themselves, and looked more deeply into their mutability, by
which the. y cease to be what they had. been, and begin to be what they
were not; and this same transit from form unto form I have looked upon
to be through some formless condition, not through a very nothing; but I
desired to know, not to guess. And if my voice and my pen should confess
the whole unto Thee, whatsoever knots Thou hast untied for me
,concerning this question, who of my readers would endure to take in the
whole? Nor yet, therefore, shall my heart cease to give Thee honour, and
a song of praise, for those things which it is not able to express. For
the mutability of mutable things is itself capable of all those forms
into which mutable things are changed. And this mutability, what is it?
Is it soul? Is it body? Is it the outer appearance of soul or body?
Could it be said, "Nothing were something," and "That
which is, is not," I would say that this were it; and yet in some
manner was it already, since it could receive these visible and compound
shapes.
Chap. VII.—Out of nothing God made heaven and earth.
7. And whence and in what manner was this, unless from Thee, from
whom are all things, in so far as they are? But by how much the farther
from Thee, so much the more unlike unto Thee; for it is not distance of
place. Thou, therefore, O Lord, who art not one thing in one place, and
otherwise in another, but the Self-same, and the Self-same, and the
Self-same, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God- Almighty, didst in the beginning,
which is of Thee, in Thy Wisdom, which was born of Thy Substance, create
something, and that out of nothing. For Thou didst create heaven and
earth, not out of Thyself, for then they would be equal to Thine
Only-begotten, and thereby even to Thee; and in no wise would it be
right that anything should be equal to Thee which was not of Thee. And
aught else except Thee there was not whence Thou mightest create these
things, O God, One Trinity, and Trine Unity; and, therefore, out of
nothing didst Thou create heaven and earth,—a great thing and a
small,because Thou art Almighty and Good, to make all things good, even
the great heaven and the I small earth. Thou wast, and there was nought
else from which Thou didst create heaven and earth; two such things, one
near unto Thee, the other near to nothing,— one to which Thou
shouldest be superior, the other to which nothing should be inferior.
Chap. VIII.—Heaven and earth were made "in the
beginning;" afterwards the world, during six days, from shapeless
matter.
8. But that heaven of heavens was for Thee, O Lord; but the earth,
which Thou hast given to the sons of men, to be seen and touched, was
not such as now we see and touch. For it was invisible and "without
form," and there was a deep over which there was not light; or,
darkness was over the deep, that is, more than in the deep. For this
deep of waters, now visible, has, even in its depths, a light suitable
to its nature, perceptible in some manner unto fishes and creeping
things in the bottom of it. But the entire deep was almost nothing,
since hitherto it was altogether formless; yet there was then that which
could be formed. For Thou, O Lord, hast made the world of a formless
matter, which matter, out of nothing, Thou hast made almost nothing, out
of which to make those great things which we, sons of men, wonder at.
For very wonderful is this corporeal heaven, of which firmament, between
water and water, the second day after the creation of light, Thou saidst,
Let it be made, and it was made. Which firmament Thou calledst heaven,
that is, the heaven of this earth and sea, which Thou madest on the
third day, by giving a visible shape to the formless matter which Thou
madest before all days. For even already hadst Thou made a heaven before
all days, but that was the heaven of this heaven; because in the
beginning Thou hadst made heaven and earth. But the earth itself which
Thou hadst made was formless matter, because it was invisible and
without form, and darkness was upon the deep. Of which invisible and
formless earth, of which formlessness, of which almost nothing, Thou
mightest make all these things of which this changeable world consists,
and yet consisteth not; whose very changeableness appears in this, that
times can be observed and numbered in it. Because times are made by the
changes of things, while the shapes, whose matter is the invisible earth
aforesaid, are varied and turned.
Chap. IX.—That the heaven of heavens was an intellectual creature,
but that the earth was invisible and formless before the days that it
was made.
9. And therefore the Spirit, the Teacher of Thy servant when He
relates that Thou didst in the Beginning create heaven and earth, is
silent as to times, silent as to days. For, doubtless, that heaven of
heavens, which Thou in the Beginning didst create, is some intellectual
creature, which, although in no wise co-eternal unto Thee, the Trinity,
is yet a partaker of Thy eternity, and by reason of the sweetness of
that most happy contemplation of Thyself, doth greatly restrain its own
mutability, and without any failure, from the time in which it was
created, in clinging unto Thee, surpasses all the rolling change of
times. But this shapelessness—this earth invisible and without form—has
not itself been numbered among the days. For where there is no shape nor
order, nothing either cometh or goeth; and where this is not, there
certainly are no days, nor any vicissitude of spaces of times.
Chap. X.—He begs of God that he may live in the true light, and may
be instructed as to the mysteries of the sacred books.
10. Oh, let Truth, the light of my heart, not my own darkness, speak
unto me! I have descended to that, and am darkened. But thence, even
thence, did I love Thee. I went astray, and remembered Thee: I heard Thy
voice behind me bidding me return, and scarcely did I hear it for the
tumults of the unquiet ones. And now, behold, I return burning and
panting after Thy fountain. Let no one prohibit me; of this will I
drink, and so have life. Let me not be my own life; from myself have I
badly lived,— death was I unto myself; in Thee do I revive. Do Thou
speak unto me; do Thou discourse unto me. In Thy books have I believed,
and their words are very deep.
Chap. XI.—What may be discovered to him by God.
11. Already hast Thou told me, O Lord, with a strong voice, in my
inner ear, 'that Thou art eternal, having alone immortality. Since Thou
art not changed by any shape or motion, nor is Thy will altered by
times, because no will which changes is immortal. This in Thy sight is
clear to me, and let it become more and more clear, I beseech Thee; and
in that manifestation let me abide more soberly under Thy wings.
Likewise hast Thou said to me, O Lord, with a strong voice, in my inner
ear, that Thou hast made all natures and substances, which are not what
Thou Thyself art, and yet they are; and that only is not from Thee which
is not, and the motion of the will from Thee who art, to that which in a
less degree is, because such motion is guilt and sin; and that no one's
sin doth either hurt Thee, or disturb the order of Thy rule, either
first or last. This, in Thy sight, is clear to me and let it become more
and more clear, I beseech Thee; and in that manifestation let me abide
more soberly under Thy wings.
12. Likewise hast Thou said to me, with a strong voice, in my inner
ear, that that creature, whose will Thou alone art, is not co-eternal
unto Thee, and which, with a most persevering purity drawing its support
from Thee, doth, in place and at no time, put forth its own mutability;
and Thyself being ever present with it, unto whom with its entire
affection it holds itself, having no future to expect nor conveying into
the past what it remembereth, is varied by no change, nor extended into
any times. O blessed one,—if any such there be,—in clinging unto Thy
Blessedness; blest in Thee, its everlasting Inhabitant and its
Enlightener! Nor do I find what the heaven of heavens, which is the
Lord's, can be better called than Thine house, which contemplateth Thy
delight without any defection of going forth to another; a pure mind,
most peacefully one, by that stability of peace of holy spirits, the
citizens of Thy city "in the heavenly places," above these
heavenly places which are seen.
13. Whence the soul, whose wandering has been made far away, may
understand, if now she thirsts for Thee, if now her tears have become
bread to her, while it is daily said unto her "Where is thy
God?" if she now seeketh of Thee one thing, and desireth that
she may dwell in Thy house all the days of her life. And what is her
life but Thee? And what are Thy days but Thy eternity, as Thy years
which fail not, because Thou art the same? Hence, therefore, can the
soul, which is able, understand how far beyond all times Thou art
eternal; when Thy house, which has not wandered from Thee, although it
be not co-eternal with Thee, yet by continually and unfailingly clinging
unto Thee, suffers no vicissitude of times. This in Thy sight is clear
unto me, and may it become more and more clear unto me, I beseech Thee;
and in this manifestation may I abide more soberly under Thy wings.
14. Behold, I know not what shapelessness there is in those changes
of these last and lowest creatures. And who shall tell me, unless it be
some one who, through the emptiness of his own heart, wanders and is
staggered by his own fancies? Who, unless such a one, would tell me that
(all figure being diminished and consumed), if the formlessness only
remain, through which the thing was changed and was turned from one
figure into another, that that can exhibit the changes of times? For
surely it could not be, because without the change of motions times are
not, and there is no change where there is no figure.
Chap. XII.—From the formless earth God created another heaven and a
visible and formed earth.
15. Which things considered as much as Thou givest, O my God, as much
as Thou excitest me to "knock," and as much as Thou openest
unto me when I knock, two things I find which Thou hast made, not within
the compass of time, since neither is co-eternal with Thee. One, which
is so formed that, without any failing of contemplation, without any
interval of change, although changeable, yet not changed, it may fully
enjoy Thy eternity and unchangeableness; the other, which was so
formless, that it had not that by which it could be changed from one
form into another, either of motion or of repose, whereby it i might be
subject unto time. But this Thou didst not leave to be formless, since
before all days, in the beginning Thou createdst heaven and earth,—these
two things of which I spoke. But the earth was invisible and without
form, and darkness was upon the deep. By which words its shapelessness
is conveyed unto us,that by degrees those minds may be drawn on which
cannot wholly conceive the privation of all form without coming to
nothing,—whence another heaven might be created, and another earth
visible and well-formed, and water beautifully ordered, and whatever
besides is, in the formation of this world, recorded to have been, not
without days, created; because such things are so that in them the
vicissitudes of times may take place, on account of the appointed
changes of motions and of forms.
Chap. XIII.—Of the intellectual heaven and formless earth, out of
which, on another day, the firmament was formed.
16. Meanwhile I conceive this, O my God, when I hear Thy Scripture
speak, saying, In the beginning God made heaven and earth; but the earth
was invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep, and not
stating on what day Thou didst create these things. Thus, meanwhile, do
I conceive, that it is on account of that heaven of heavens, that
intellectual heaven, where to understand is to know all at once,—not
"in part," not "darkly," not "through a
glass," but as a whole, in manifestation, "face to face;"
not this thing now, that anon, but (as has been said) to know at once
without any change of times; and on account of the invisible and
formless earth, without any change of times; which change is wont to
have "this thing now, that anon," because, where there is no
form there can be no distinction between "this" or "that;
"—it is, then, on account of these two,—a primitively formed,
and a wholly formless; the one heaven, but the heaven of heavens, the
other earth, but the earth invisible and formless ;—on account of
these two do I meanwhile conceive that Thy Scripture said without
mention of days, "In the beginning God created the heaven and the
earth." For immediately it added of what earth it spake. And when
on the second day the firmament is recorded to have been created, and
called heaven, it suggests to us of which heaven He spake before without
mention of days.
Chap. XIV.—Of the depth of the Sacred Scripture, and its enemies.
17. Wonderful is the depth of Thy oracles, whose surface is before
us, inviting the little ones; and yet wonderful is the depth, O my God,
wonderful is the depth. It is awe to look into it; and awe of honour,
and a tremor of love. The enemies thereof I hate vehemently. Oh, if Thou
wouldest slay them with Thy two-edged sword, that they be not its
enemies! For thus do I love, that they should be slain unto themselves
that they may live unto Thee. But behold others not reprovers, but
praisers of the book of Genesis,—"The Spirit of God," say
they, "Who by His servant Moses wrote these things, willed not that
these words should be thus understood. He willed not that it should be
understood as Thou sayest, but as we say." Unto whom, O God of us
all, Thyself being Judge, do I thus answer.
Chap. XV.—He argues against adversaries concerning the heaven of
heavens.
18. "Will you say that these things are false, which, with a
strong voice, Truth tells me in my inner ear, concerning the very
eternity of the Creator, that His substance is in no wise changed by
time, nor that His will is separate from His substance? Wherefore, He
willeth not one thing now, another anon, but once and for ever He
willeth all things that He willeth; not again and again, nor now this,
now that; nor willeth afterwards what He willeth not before, nor willeth
not what before He willed. Because such a will is mutable and no mutable
thing is eternal; but our God is eternal. Likewise He tells me, tells me
in my inner ear, that the expectation of future things is turned to
sight when they have come; and this same sight is turned to memory when
they have passed. Moreover, all thought which is thus varied is mutable,
and nothing mutable is eternal; but our God is eternal." These
things I sum up and put together, and I find that my God, the eternal
God, hath not made any creature by any new will, nor that His knowledge
suffereth anything transitory.
19. What, therefore, will ye say, ye objectors? Are these things
false? "No," they say. "What is this? Is it false, then,
that every nature already formed, or matter formable, is only from Him
who is supremely good, because He is supreme? "Neither do we deny
this," say they. "What then? Do you deny this, that there is a
certain sublime creature, clinging with so chaste a love with the true
and truly eternal God, that although it be not co-eternal with Him, yet
it separateth itself not from Him, nor floweth into any variety and
vicissitude of times, but resteth in the truest contemplation of Him
only?" Since Thou, O God, showest Thyself unto him, and sufficest
him, who loveth Thee as muce as Thou commandest, and, therefore, he
declineth not from Thee, nor toward himself. This is the house of God,
not earthly, nor of any celestial bulk corporeal, but a spiritual house
and a partaker of Thy eternity, because without blemish for ever. For
Thou hast made it fast for ever and ever; Thou hast given it a law,
which it shall not pass. Nor yet is it co-eternal with Thee, O God,
because not without beginning, for it was made.
20. For although we find no time before it, for wisdom was created
before all things,—not certainly that Wisdom manifestly co-eternal and
equal unto Thee, our God, His Father, and by Whom all things were
created, and in Whom, as the Beginning, Thou createdst heaven and earth;
but truly that wisdom which has been created, namely, the intellectual
nature, which, in the contemplation of light, is light. For this,
although created, is also called wisdom. But as great as is the
difference between the Light which enlighteneth and that which is
enlightened, so great is the difference between the Wisdom that createth
and that which hath been created; as between the Righteousness which
justifieth, and the righteousness which has been made by justification.
For we also are called Thy righteousness; for thus saith a certain
servant of Thine: "That we might be made the righteousness of God
in Him." Therefore, since a certain created wisdom was created
before all things, the rational and intellectual mind of that chaste
city of Thine, our mother which is above, and is free, and "eternal
in the heavens" (in what heavens, unless in those that praise Thee,
the "heaven of heavens," because this also is the "heaven
of heavens," which is the Lord's)—although we find not time
before it, because that which hath been created before all things also
precedeth the creature of time, yet is the Eternity of the Creator
Himself before it, from Whom, having been created, it took the
beginning, although not of time,—for time as yet was not,—yet of its
own very nature.
21. Hence comes it so to be of Thee, our God, as to be manifestly
another than Thou, and not the Self-same. Since, although we find time
not only not before it, but not in it (it being proper ever to behold
Thy face, nor is ever turned aside from it, wherefore it happens that it
is varied by no change), yet is there in it that mutability itself
whence it would become dark and cold, but that, clinging unto Thee with
sublime love, it shineth and gloweth from Thee like a perpetual noon. O
house, full of light and splendour! I have loved thy beauty, and the
place of the habitation of the glory of my Lord, thy builder and owner.
Let my wandering sigh after thee; and I speak unto Him that made thee,
that He may possess me also in thee, seeing He hath made me likewise.
"I have gone astray, like a lost sheep ;" yet upon the
shoulders of my Sheperd, thy builder, I hope that I may be brought back
to thee.
22. "What say ye to me, O ye objectors whom I was addressing,
and who yet believe that Moses was the holy servant of God, and that his
books were the oracles of the Holy Ghost? Is not this house of God, not
indeed co- eternal with God, yet, according to its measure, eternal in
the heavens, where in vain you seek for changes of times, because you
will not find them? For that surpasseth all extension, and every
revolving space of time, to which it is ever good to cleave fast to
God." "It is," say they. "What, therefore, of those
things which my heart cried out unto my God, when within it heard the
voice of His praise, what then do you contend is false? Or is it because
the matter was formless, wherein, as there was no form, there was no
order? But where there was no order there could not be any change of
times; and yet this ' almost nothing,' inasmuch as it was not altogether
nothing, was verily from Him, from Whom is whatever is, in what state
soever anything is." "This also," say they, "we do
not deny."
Chap. XVI.—He wishes to have no intercourse with those who deny
divine truth.
23. With such as grant that all these things which Thy truth
indicates to my mind are true, I desire to confer a little before Thee,
O my God. For let those who deny these things bark and drown their own
voices with their clamour as much as they please; I will endeavour to
persuade them to be quiet, and to suffer Thy word to reach them. But
should they be unwilling, and should they repel me, I beseech, O my God,
that Thou "be not silent to me." Do Thou speak truly in my
heart, for Thou only so speakest, and I will send them away blowing upon
the dust from without, and raising it up into their own eyes; and will
myself enter into my chamber, and sing there unto Thee songs of love,—groaning
with groaning unutterable in my pilgrimage, and remembering Jerusalem,
with heart raised up towards it, Jerusalem my country, Jerusalem my
mother, and Thyself, the Ruler over it, the Enlightener, the Father, the
Guardian, the Husband, the chaste and strong delight, the solid joy, and
all good things ineffable, even all at the same time, because the one
supreme and true Good. And I will not be turned away until Thou collect
all that I am, from this dispersion and deformity, into the peace of
that very dear mother, where are the first- fruits of my spirit, whence
these things are assured to me, and Thou conform and confirm it for
ever, my God, my Mercy. But with reference to those who say not that all
these things which are true and false, who honour Thy Holy Scripture set
forth by holy Moses, placing it, as with us, on the summit of an
authority to be followed, and yet who contradict us in some
particulars, I thus speak: Be Thou, O our God, judge between my
confessions and their contradictions.
Chap. XVII.—He mentions five explanations of the words of Genesis
I.
24. For they say, "Although these things be true, yet Moses
regarded not those two things, when by divine revelation he said, 'In
the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.' Under the name of
heaven he did not indicate that spiritual or intellectual creature which
always beholds the face of God; nor under the name of earth, that
shapeless matter." '' What then?" "'that man," say
they, "meant as we say; this it is that he declared by those
words." "What is that?" "By the name of heaven and
earth," say they, "did he first wish to set forth, universally
and briefly, all this visible world, that afterwards by the enumeration
of the days he might distribute, as if in detail, all those things which
it pleased the Holy Spirit thus to reveal. For such men were that rude
and carnal people to which he spoke, that he judged it prudent that only
those works of God as were visible should be entrusted to them."
They agree, however, that the earth invisible and formless, and the
darksome deep (out of which it is subsequently pointed out that all
these visible things, which are known to all, were made and set in order
during those" days" ), may not unsuitably be understood of
this formless matter.
25. What, now, if another should say "That this same
formlessness and confusion of matter was first introduced under the name
of heaven and earth, because out of it this visible world, with all
those natures which most manifestly appear in it, and which is wont to
be called by the name of heaven and earth, was created and perfected
"? But what if another should say, that "That invisible and
visible nature is not inaptly called heaven and earth; and that
consequently the universal creation, which God in His wisdom hath made,—that
is, ' in the begining,'—was comprehended under these two words. Yet,
since all things have been made, not of the substance of God, but out of
nothing (because they are not that same thing that God is, and there is
in them all a certain mutability, whether they remain, as doth the
eternal house of God, or. be changed, as are the soul and body of man),
therefore, that the common matter of all things invisible and visible,—as
yet shapeless, but still capable of form,—out of which was to be
created heaven and earth (that is, the invisible and visible creature
already formed), was spoken of by the same names by which the earth
invisible and formless and the darkness upon the deep would be called;
with this difference, however, that the earth invisible and formless is
understood as corporeal matter, before it had any manner of form, but
the darkness upon the deep as spiritual matter, before it was restrained
at all of its unlimited fluidity, and before the enlightening of
wisdom."
26. should any man wish, he may still say, "That the already
perfected and formed natures, invisible and visible, are not signified
under the name of heaven and earth when it is read, 'In the beginning
God created the heaven and the earth;' but that the yet same formless
beginning of things, the matter capable of being formed and made, was
called by these names, because contained in it there were these confused
things not as yet distinguished by their qualities and forms, the which
now being digested in their own orders, are called heaven and earth, the
former being the spiritual, the latter the corporeal creature."
Chap. XVIII.—What error is harmless in Sacred Scripture.
27. All which things having been heard and considered, I am unwilling
to contend about words, for that is profitable to nothing but to the
subverting of the hearers. But the law is good to edify, if a man use it
lawfully; for the end of it "is charity out of a pure heart,
and of a good conscience, and of faith unfeigned." And well did our
Master know, upon which two commandments He hung all the Law and the
Prophets. And what doth it hinder me, O my God, Thou light of my eyes in
secret, while ardently confessing these things,—since by these words
many things may be understood, all of which are yet true,—what, I say,
doth it! hinder me, should I think otherwise of what the writer thought
than some other man thinketh? Indeed, all of us who read endeavour to
trace out and to understand that which he whom we read wished to convey;
and as we believe him to speak truly, we dare not suppose that he has
spoken anything which we either know or suppose to be false. Since,
therefore, each person endeavours to understand in the Holy Scriptures
that which the writer understood, what hurt is it if a man understand
what Thou, the light of all true-speaking minds, dost show him to be
true although he whom he reads understood not this, seeing that he also
understood a Truth, not, however, this Truth?
Chap. XIX.—He enumerates the things concerning which all agree.
28. For it is true, O Lord, that Thou hast made heaven and earth; it
is also true, that the Beginning is Thy Wisdom, in Which Thou hast made
all things. It is likewise true, that this visible world hath its own
great parts, the heaven and the earth, which in a short compass
comprehends all made and created natures. It is also true, that
everything mutable sets before our minds a certain want of form, whereof
it taketh a form, or is changed and turned. It is true, that that is
subject to no times which so cleaveth to the changeless form as that,
though it be mutable, it is not changed. It is true, that the
formlessness, which is almost nothing, cannot have changes, of times. It
is true, that that of which anything is made may by a certain mode of
speech be called by the name of that thing which is made of it; whence
that formlessness of which heaven and earth were made might it be called
"heaven and earth." It is true, that of all things having
form, nothing is nearer to the formless than the earth and the deep. It
is true, that not only every created, and formed thing, but also
whatever is capable of creation and of form, Thou hast made, "by
whom are all things." It is true, that everything that is formed
from that which is formless was formless before it was formed.
Chap. XX.—Of the words, "in the beginning," variously
understood.
29. From all these truths, of which they doubt not whose inner eye
Thou hast granted 'to see such things, and who immoveably believe ,
Moses, Thy servant, to have spoken in the spirit of truth; from all
these, then, he taketh one who saith, "In the beginning God created
the heaven and the earth,"—that is, "In His Word, co-eternal
with Himself, God made the intelligible and the sensible, or the
spiritual and corporeal creature." He taketh another, who saith,
"In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth,"—that
is, "In His Word, co-eternal with Himself, God made the universal
mass of this corporeal world, with all those manifest and known natures
which it containeth." He, another, who saith, "In the
beginning God created the heaven and the earth,' 'that is, "In His
Word, co-eternal with Himself, God made the formless matter of the
spiritual and corporeal creature." He, another, who saith, "In
the beginning God created the heaven and the earth'—that is, "In
His Word, co-eternal with Himself, God made the formless matter of the
corporeal creature, wherein heaven and earth lay as yet confused, which
being now distinguished and formed, we, at this day, see in the mass of
this world." He, another, who saith, "In the beginning God
created heaven and earth, "—that is, "In the very beginning
of creating and working, God made that formless matter confusedly
containing heaven and earth, out of which, being formed, they now stand
out, and are manifest, with all the things that are in them."
Chap. XXI.——Of the explanation of the words, "the earth was
invisible."
30. And as concerns the understanding of the following words, out of
all those truths he selected one to himself, who saith, "But the
earth was invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep,
"—that is, "That corporeal thing, which God made, was as yet
the formless matter of corporeal things, without order without
light." He taketh another, who saith, "But the earth was
invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the deep, "—that
is, "This whole, which is called heaven and earth, was as yet
formless and darksome matter, out of which the corporeal heaven and the
corporeal earth were to be made, with all things therein which are known
to our corporeal senses." He, another, who saith, "But the
earth was invisible and without form, and darkness was upon the
deep,"—that is, "This whole, which is called heaven and
earth, was as yet a formless and darksome matter, out of which were to
be made that intelligible heaven, which is otherwise called the heaven
of heavens, and the earth, namely, the whole corporeal nature, under
which name may also be comprised this corporeal heaven,—that is, from
which every invisible and visible creature would be created." He,
another, who saith, "But the carth was invisible and without form,
and darkness was upon the deep,"—"The Scripture called not
that formlessness by the name of heaven and earth, but that formlessness
itself," saith he, "already was, which he named the earth
invisible and formless and the darksome deep, of which he had said
before, that God had made the heaven and the earth, namely, the
spiritual and corporeal creature." He, another, who saith,
"But the earth was invisible and formless, and darkness was upon
the deep,' 'that is, "There was already a formless matter, whereof
the Scripture before said, that God had made heaven and earth, namely,
the entire corporeal mass of the world, divided into two very great
parts, the superior and the inferior, with all those familiar and known
creatures which are in them."
Chap. XXII.—He discusses whether matter was from eternity, or was
made by God.
31. For, should any one endeavour to contend against these last two
opinions, thus,—" If you will not admit that this formlessness of
matter appears to be called by the name of heaven and earth, then there
was something which God had not made out of which He could make heaven
and earth; for Scripture hath not told us that God made this matter,
unless we understand it to be implied in the term of heaven and earth,
or of earth only, when it is said, 'In the beginning God created heaven
and earth,' as that which follows, but the earth was invisible and
formless, although it was pleasing to him so to call the formless
matter, we may not yet understand any but that which God made in that
text which hath been already written, 'God made heaven and earth.'"
The maintainers of either one or the other of these two opinions which
we have put last will, when they have heard these things, answer and
say, "We deny not indeed that this formless matter was created by
God, the God of whom are all things, very good; for, as we say that that
is a ,greater good which is created and formed, so we acknowledge that
that is a minor good which :is capable of creation and form, but yet
good. But yet the Scripture hath not declared that God made this
formlessness, any more than it hath declared many other things; as the
'Cherubim,' and 'Seraphim,' and those of which the apostle distinctly
speaks, 'Thrones,' 'Dominions,' 'Principalities,' 'Powers,' all of which
it is manifest God made. Or if in that which is said, ' He made heaven
and earth,' all things are comprehended, what do we say of the waters
upon which the Spirit of God moved? For if they are understood as
incorporated in the word earth, how then can formless matter be meant in
the term earth when we see the waters so beautiful? Or if it be so
meant, why then is it written that out of the same formlessness the
firmament was made and called heaven, and yet it is not written that the
waters were made? For those waters, which we perceive flowing in so
beautiful a manner, remain not formless and invisible. But if, then,
they received that beauty when God said, Let the water which is under
the firmament be gathered together, so that the gathering be the very
formation, what will be answered concerning the waters which are above
the firmament, because if formless they would not have deserved to
receive a seat so honourable, nor is it written by what word they were
formed? If, then, Genesis is silent as to anything that God has made,
which, however, neither sound faith nor unerring understanding doubteth
that God hath made, let not any sober teaching dare to say that these
waters were co-eternal with God because we find them mentioned in the
book of Genesis; but when they were created, we find not. Why—truth
instructing us—may we not understand that that formless matter, which
the Scripture calls the earth invisible and without form, and the
darksome deep, have been made by God out of nothing, and therefore that
they are not co-eternal with Him, although that narrative hath failed to
tell when they were made?"
Chap. XXIII.—Two kinds of disagreements in
the books to be explained.
32. These things, therefore, being heard and perceived according to
my weakness of apprehension, which I confess unto Thee, O Lord, who
knowest it, I see that two sorts of differences may arise when by signs
anything is related, even by true reporters,- one concerning the truth
of the things, the other concerning the meaning of him who reports them.
For in one way we inquire, concerning the forming of the creature, what
is true; but in another, what Moses, that excellent servant of Thy
faith, would have wished that the reader and hearer should understand by
these words. As for the first kind, let all those depart from me who
imagine themselves to know as true what is false. And as for the other
also, let all depart from me who imagine Moses to have spoken things
that are false. But let me be united in Thee, O Lord, with them, and in
Thee delight myself with them that feed on Thy truth, in the breadth of
charity; and let us approach together unto the words of Thy book, and in
them make search for Thy will, through the will of Thy servant by whose
pen Thou hast dispensed them.
Chap. XXIV.—Out of the many true things, it is not asserted
confidently that Moses understood this or that.
33. But which of us, amid so many truths which occur to inquirers in
these words, understood as they are in different ways, shall so discover
that one interpretation as to confidently say "that Moses thought
this," and "that in that narrative he wished this to be
understood," as confidently as he says "that this is
true," whether he thought this thing or the other? For behold, O my
God, I Thy servant, who in this book have vowed unto Thee a sacrifice of
confession, and beseech Thee that of Thy mercy I may pay my vows unto
Thee, behold, can I, as I confidently assert that Thou in Thy immutable
word hast created all things, invisible and visible, with equal
confidence assert that Moses meant nothing else than this when he wrote,
"In the beginning God created. the heaven and the earth." No.
Because it is not as clear to me that this was in his mind when he wrote
these things, as I see it to be certain in Thy truth. For his thoughts
might be set upon the very beginning of the creation when he said,
"In the beginning;" and he might wish it to be understood
that, in this place, "the heaven and the earth" were no formed
and perfected nature, whether spiritual or corporeal, but each of them
newly begun, and as yet formless. Because I see, that which-soever of
these had been said, it might have been said truly; but which of them he
may have thought in these words, I do not so perceive. Although, whether
it were one of these, or some other meaning which has not been mentioned
by me, that this great man saw in his mind when he used these words, I
make no doubt but that he saw it truly, and expressed it suitably.
Chap. XXV.—It behoves interpreters, when disagreeing concerning
obscure places, to regard God the author of truth, and the rule of
charity.
34. Let no one now trouble me by saying, Moses thought not as you
say, but as I say." For should he ask me, "Whence knowest thou
that Moses thought this which you deduce from his words?" I ought
to take it contentedly, and reply perhaps as I have before, or somewhat
more fully should he be obstinate. But when he says, "Moses meant
not what you say, [but what I say," and yet denies not what each of
us says, and that both are true, O my God, life of the poor, in whose
bosom there is no contradiction, pour down into my heart Thy soothings,
that I may patiently bear with such as say this to me; not because they
are divine, and because they have seen in the heart of Thy servant what
they say, but because they are proud, and have not known the opinion of
Moses, but love their own,- not because it is true, but because it is
their own. Otherwise they would equally love another true opinion, as I
love what they say when they speak what is true j not because it is
theirs, but because it is true, and therefore now not theirs because
true. But i if they therefore love that because it is true, it is now
both theirs and mine, since it is common :to all the lovers of truth.
But because they contend that Moses meant not what I say, but I what
they themselves say, this I neither like nor love; because, though it
were so, yet that rashness is not of knowledge, but of audacity; and not
vision, but vanity brought it forth. And therefore, O Lord, are Thy
judgments to be dreaded, since Thy truth is neither mine, nor his, nor
another's, but of all of us, whom Thou publicly callest to have it in
common, warning us terribly not to hold it as specially for ourselves,
test we be deprived of it. For whosoever claims to himself as his own
that which Thou appointed to all to enjoy, and desires that to be his
own which belongs to all, is forced away from what is common to all to
that which is his own—that is, from truth to falsehood. For he that
"speaketh a lie, speaketh of his own."
35. Hearken, O God, Thou best Judge! Truth itself, hearken to what I
shall say to this gainsayer; hearken, for before Thee I say it, and
before my brethren who use Thy law lawfully, to the end of charity;
hearken and behold what I shall say to him, if it be pleasing unto Thee.
For this brotherly and peaceful word do I return unto him: "If we
both see that that which thou sayest is true, and if we both see that
what I say is true, where, I ask, do we see it? Certainly not I in thee,
nor thou in me, but both in the unchangeable truth itself, which is
above our minds." When, therefore, we may not contend about the
very light of the Lord our God, why do we contend about the thoughts of.
our neighbour, which we cannot so see as incommutable truth is seen;
when, if Moses himself had appeared to us and said, "This I
meant," not so should we see it, but believe it? Let us not, then,
"be puffed up for one against the other," above that which is
written; let us love the Lord our God with all our heart, with all our
soul, and with all our mind, and our neighbour as ourself. As to which
two precepts of charity, unless we believe that Moses meant whatever in
these books he did mean, we shall make God a liar when we think
otherwise concerning our fellow-servants' mind than He hath taught us.
Behold, now, how foolish it is, in so great an abundance of the truest
opinions which can be extracted from these words, rashly to affirm which
of them Moses particularly meant; and with pernicious contentions to
offend charity itself, on account of which he hath spoken all the things
whose words we endeavour to explain.
Chap. XXVI.—What he might have asked of God had he been enjoined to
write the book of Genesis.
36. And yet, O my God, Thou exaltation of my humility, and rest of my
labour, who hearest my confessions, and forgivest my sins, since Thou
commandest me that I should love my neighbour as myself, I cannot
believe that Thou gavest to Moses, Thy most faithful servant, a less
gift than I should wish and desire for myself from Thee, had I been born
in his time, and hadst Thou placed me in that position that through the
service of my heart and of my tongue those books might be distributed,
which so long after were to profit all nations, and through the whole
world, from so great a pinnacle of authority, were to surmount the words
of all false and proud teachings. I should have wished truly had I then
been Moses (for we all come from the same mass; and what is man, saving
that Thou art mindful of him?. I should then, had I been at that time
what he was, and enjoined by Thee to write the book of Genesis, have
wished that such a power of expression and such a method of arrangement
should be given me, that they who cannot as yet understand how God
creates might not reject the words as surpassing their powers; and they
who are already able to do this, would find, in what true opinion soever
they had by thought arrived at, that it was not passed over in the few
words of Thy servant; and should another man by the light of truth have
discovered another, neither should that fail to be found in those same
words.
Chap. XXVII.—The style of speaking in the book of Genesis is simple
and clear.
37. For as a fountain in a limited space is more plentiful, and
affords supply for more streams over larger spaces than any one of those
streams which, after a wide interval, is derived from the same fountain;
so the narrative of Thy dispenser, destined to benefit many who were
likely to discourse thereon, does, from a limited measure of language,
overflow into streams of clear truth, whence each one may draw out for
himself that truth which he can concerning these subjects,- this one
that truth, that one another, by larger circumlocutions of discourse.
For some, when they read or hear these words, think that God as a man or
some mass gifted with immense power, by some new and sudden resolve,
had, outside itself, as if at distant places, ]created heaven and earth,
two great bodies above and below, wherein all things were to be
contained. And when they hear, God said, Let it be made, and it was
made, they think of words begun and ended, sounding in times and passing
away, after the departure of which that came into being which was
commanded to be; and whatever else of the kind their familiarity with
the world would suggest. In whom, being as yet little ones, while their
weakness by this humble kind of speech is carried on as if in a mother's
bosom, their faith is healthfully built up, by which they have and hold
as certain that God made all natures, which in wondrous variety their
senses perceive on every side. Which words, if any one despising them,
as if trivial, with proud weakness shall have stretched himself beyond
his fostering cradle, he will, alas, fall miserably. Have pity, O Lord
God, lest they who pass by trample on the unfledged bird; and send Thine
angel, who may restore it to its nest that it may live until it can fly.
Chap. XXVIII.—The words, "in the
beginning," and, "the heaven and the earth," are
differently understood.
38. But others, to whom these words are no longer a nest, but shady
fruit-bowers, see the fruits concealed in them, fly around rejoicing,
and chirpingly search and pluck them. For they see when they read or
hear these words, O God, that all times past and future are surmounted
by Thy eternal and stable abiding, and still that there is no temporal
creature which Thou hast not made. And by Thy will, because! it is that
which Thou art, Thou hast made all! things, not by any changed will, nor
by a will which before was not,—not out of Thyself, in Thine own
likeness, the form of all things, but out of nothing, a formless
unlikeness which should be formed by Thy likeness (having recourse to
Thee the One, after their settled capacity, according as it has been
given to each thing in his kind), and might all be made very good;
whether they remain around Thee, or, being by degrees removed in time
and place, make or undergo beautiful variations. These things they see,
and rejoice in the light of Thy truth, in the little degree they here
may.
39. Again, another of these directs his attention to that which is
said, "In the beginning God made the heaven and the earth,"
and beholdeth Wisdom,—the Beginning, because It also speaketh unto us.
Another likewise directs his attention to the same words, and by
"beginning" understands the commencement of things created;
and receives it thus,—In the beginning He made, as if it were said, He
at first made. And among those who understand "In the
beginning" to mean, that "in Thy Wisdom Thou bast created
heaven and earth," one believes the matter out of which the heaven
and earth were to be created to be there called "heaven and
earth;" another, that they are natures already formed and distinct;
another, one formed nature, and that a spiritual, under the name of
heaven, the other formless, of corporeal matter, under the name of
earth. But they who under the name of "heaven and earth"
understand matter as yet formless, out of which were to be formed heaven
and earth, do not themselves understand it in one manner; but one, that
matter out of which the intelligible and the sensible creature were to
be completed; another, that only out of which this sensible corporeal
mass was to come, holding in its vast bosom these visible and prepared
natures. Nor are they who believe that the creatures already set in
order and arranged are in this place called heaven and earth of one
accord; but the one, both the invisible and visible; the other, the
visible only, in which we admire the luminous heaven and darksome earth,
and the things that are therein.
Chap. XXIX.—Concerning the opinion of those
who explain it "at first he made."
40. But he who does not otherwise understand, "In the beginning
He made," than if it were said, "At first He made," can
only truly understand heaven and earth of the matter of heaven and
earth, namely, of the universal, that is, intelligible and corporeal
creation. For if he would have it of the universe. as already formed, it
might rightly be asked of him: "If at first God made this, what
made He afterwards?" And after the universe he will find nothing;
thereupon must he, though unwilling, hear, "How is this first, if
there is nothing afterwards?" But when he says that God made matter
first formless, then formed, he is not absurd if he be but able to
discern what precedes by eternity, what by time, what by choice, what by
origin. By eternity, as God is before all things; by time, as the flower
is before the fruit; by choice, as the fruit is before the flower; by
origin, as sound is before the tune. Of these four, the first and last
which I have referred to are with much difficulty understood; the two
middle very easily. For an uncommon and too lofty vision it is to
behold, O Lord, Thy Eternity, immutably making things mutable, and
thereby before them. Who is so acute of mind as to be able without great
labour to discover how the sound is prior to the tune, because a tune is
a formed sound; and a thing not formed may exist, but that which
existeth not cannot be formed? So is the matter prior to that
which is made from it; not prior because it maketh it, since itself is
rather made, nor is it prior by an interval of time. For we do not as to
time first utter formless sounds without singing, and then adapt or
fashion them into the form of a song, just as wood or silver from which
a chest or vessel is made. Because such materials do by time also
precede the forms of the things which are made from them; but in singing
this is not so. For when it is sung, its sound is heard at the same
time; seeing there is not first a formless sound, which is afterwards
formed into a song. For as soon as it shall have first sounded it
passeth away; nor canst thou find anything of it, which being recalled
thou canst by art compose. And, therefore, the song is absorbed in its
own sound, which sound of it is its matter. Because this same is formed
that it may be a tune; and therefore, as I was saying, the matter of the
sound is prior to the form of the tune, not before through any power of
making it a tune; for neither is a sound the composer of the tune, but
is sent forth from the body and is subjected to the soul of the singer,
that from it he may form a tune. Nor is it first in time, for it is
given forth together with the tune; nor first in choice, for a sound is
not better than a tune, since a tune is not merely a sound, but a
beautiful sound. But it is first in origin, because the tune i |